It is one of those bad days. Days when I am swamped with thoughts of you. Missing you is really bad today... It was the dream I had about you that triggered this monumental pain.
I dreamed we were preparing a meal together like we always did when you were alive. You looked so happy and vibrant.
When I woke up, my cheeks were wet. I must have cried in my sleep.
I miss you Mommy. When does it get easier?
The ache inside... it hurts so bad. It is almost a physical pain.
Mommy... why is it so hard to let go of you?
There'll be scores of years yet if my life is long before I will be reunited with you.. what am I to do until then?
Miss you forever...