This morning in my dream I was lost in missing you. The pain was so intense from the feeling of loss that tears streamed down my cheeks and I was woken up from sleep to find my cheeks damp with tears.
Now just minutes into a new day, I'm still feeling the emptiness that the dream evoked early yesterday morning.
I miss you so much Mommy.
Everyday that I move further and further away from the day that I saw you last alive is everday that I feel that much more empty without you around.
Right at this moment I feel an overwhelming need to reach out and hug you tight like I used to do.
Life is just that more lonely without your bright smile and your kind words.
Everday I miss you. Everyday I think of you. Everyday you are no longer around for me to call out to you Mom.
It is an actual pain what I'm feeling right now. My heart is constricted from the overwhelming feeling of loss.
Mommy, mommy, mommy, where are you now?