I look at this picture of my lil brother, Abang with Mom and a knife twists in my heart, a sharp reminder that I will never see Abang being affectionate with mom again.
No more will I see mom smile whenever boy does something adorable or sweet that would warrant that special smile from mom.
I created this blog today, because I find I still have so much to share with the world about Mom and about losing her and how my family and I are dealing with the lost of an angel on earth; my own sweet Mom.
I know most everyone in this world who had been fortunate enough to have been born to a loving and nurturing mom would say the same, that they love their mom and their mom is the best in the world.
Well I'm saying it here, I love my mom and she is the best mom anyone could have had and losing her left a gaping whole in my heart that no amount of time is going to heal.
Mom, I love you and I miss you.
There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you.
You were the sun, stars and moon in my sky and without you to illuminate my life now it is really hard to see the way.
I know you are off in a better place now, but I can't help but wish you were still here.
I love you Mom.
And I miss you. So very, very much.