If you were here I will bring to you all the sorrows weighing heavily on my mind and heart and have you heal my broken and bruised hearts with your many truisms and gentle, soothing, cadence of wisdom pouring out of your soft mouth gently into my hearing line.
You remember Darrel? I told only Melati and You about him.
He was, still is and most probably always will be, the only man in my sheltered and broken heart.
You remember how I cried and moped around the house years after he left me out of the blue a month or two after I turned 19?
Well last May he came back into my life and I was at first overjoyed... up until November when he finally told me who he was and what his life is like now; he is a married man.
He has been happily married to his wife the fantastic Sab and I would not have been aware of his situation had he not decided to rekindle the youthful love we used to share.
Recently I shared with family and friends that I have been in a relationship since last May and just as recently I had to change my status on FB again saying I'm back to being single because I had to be the strong one and break up with him.
There was no way I was going to break up his family especially once I discovered that he already has two lovely kids whom he loves dearly just as dearly as he loves Sab.
He came to my door... well he came to my ward a few days ago while I was warded in the hospital and visited me during the night while I was sleeping.